I hate it when I don't get what I want

So, I went to the nurse prac, and I really liked her. She gave me some go options. Told me some things I did not know. I AM NOT someone who looks up medical info on the Internet. There isn't anything wrong with it, I just don't. At the end of our meeting it was decided that I would meet one of "her" surgeons, even though I was set on the KU doc. I really liked Dr P. He is an iowan, who likes the hawk eyes, but not the cyclones. So I am having my C4,5,6 fused on Monday in St. Joe. So prayers please. I know God will take care of me.