This is not to offend today has been shitty

Okay so today I have been the biggest bitch. I have yelled and hatted. I have no idea why except prednisone and lack of sleep. Never have I slept on my back and now I can only sleep on my back. For fear of further injury, actually to avoid the most intense pain ever. My pt asked me today what I would do for a restful night sleep.....my answer was anything especially my husband. So I made this invite only because I will use colorful language and probable speak my mind (surprise) but I s don't want to offend the blog stuffing public and mostly I don't want to drone on about my problems to just everyone facebok. I have herniated disc at C3/C4- touch the back of your head that is C2 touch your shoulders that is C7. I have bulging disc at C5/C6 I have stenosis (narrowing) between nearly every C vertebrae C 3-7. I have several bone spurs on my C3-7v vertebrae. My left thumb is numb most of the time. There are times I cannot pick up a glass of water with my left arm s due to motor loss as a result of C5/6. There are times I cannot undo my own bra. I cannot bare the wt of my good bras so I wear my gross bras all the time (support is really under rated). THIS IS FROM A CHILDHOOD INJURY. The best I can remember I hit my head as a child when I got stitches in my forehead, and I rear ended a car in jr high. According to my doctors both probably caused damage as well as the powerful dancing to AC/DC in college. I hate my doctor's nurse and when she calls she pisses me off every time. I should be his nurse. More later. Jacob and Benjamin are separating clothes. Paula. Jacob may be posting.... Who knows.