Tonight

Well I return to work tonight. I am doing laundry, since today is the only day I have not had some sort of appointment. Next week I see my first neurosurgeon. I say first because I have no intention of staying with this one. I am going because I have such severe motor and sensory loss my doc wants me seen before the doc I want can see me. To top it off I am seeing a nurse pract. So I have already requested them to have my release of records form ready. I have beem liberal on the pain meds this am so all is good. Here are some pictures of the pups and my babes. Levi has hockey in kc Sunday not rue if I will get to go. Right now I am trying to live, but I do understand that an injury could take everything away and I already know that in all likihood I have riden my last roller coaster, and countless other actives that we have enjoyed or planned to do. Ok so I am on my iPad not sure how to put pictures in here will figure it out and post later. Going to rest for work tonight.

This is not to offend today has been shitty

Okay so today I have been the biggest bitch. I have yelled and hatted. I have no idea why except prednisone and lack of sleep. Never have I slept on my back and now I can only sleep on my back. For fear of further injury, actually to avoid the most intense pain ever. My pt asked me today what I would do for a restful night sleep.....my answer was anything especially my husband. So I made this invite only because I will use colorful language and probable speak my mind (surprise) but I s don't want to offend the blog stuffing public and mostly I don't want to drone on about my problems to just everyone facebok. I have herniated disc at C3/C4- touch the back of your head that is C2 touch your shoulders that is C7. I have bulging disc at C5/C6 I have stenosis (narrowing) between nearly every C vertebrae C 3-7. I have several bone spurs on my C3-7v vertebrae. My left thumb is numb most of the time. There are times I cannot pick up a glass of water with my left arm s due to motor loss as a result of C5/6. There are times I cannot undo my own bra. I cannot bare the wt of my good bras so I wear my gross bras all the time (support is really under rated). THIS IS FROM A CHILDHOOD INJURY. The best I can remember I hit my head as a child when I got stitches in my forehead, and I rear ended a car in jr high. According to my doctors both probably caused damage as well as the powerful dancing to AC/DC in college. I hate my doctor's nurse and when she calls she pisses me off every time. I should be his nurse. More later. Jacob and Benjamin are separating clothes. Paula. Jacob may be posting.... Who knows.

Shit

This is the first so I am sure I will have problems...